Post by Ari on Dec 2, 2020 0:47:13 GMT
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 | 22 Moons Female Warrior BoarClan Bisexual |
CARING I CAN WRITE HERE | HUMBLE WHAT | SENSITIVE WHEN | SHY HOW |
Appearance
Hazywhisp takes a lot after her mother, Sleetfoot, inheriting her brown fur, stripes and white undertone. She is a lighter color of brown ever so slightly, and has rather long fur. She's average height, and has a equal amount of muscle to fat. She has expressive light green eyes, also her ears are usually bent back as she is pretty socially anxious around others, even her family.
Personality
Hazywhisp is shy, so shy to where she actually prefers to be a follower, or a wallflower. Many would think that growing up with two brothers would make her tough, but if anything she hides in their shadows. She's hyper aware that others may look down upon her for her shyness, or inability to speak up to others, and she fears of how others think of her all the time. It's a constant though: What will the others think? Do they gossip about me behind my back? Do they think I'm a bad clanmate? These thoughts seem to never stop for her. She knows her family tries their best to bring her comfort, but that doesn't seem to be enough. Besides being shy, Hazywhisp cares deeply for others and doesn't give herself the proper credit for her good deeds. If she sees her friends or family emotionally hurting or stressed, you can bet she'll be by their side through thick and thin while trying to help them with their emotional baggage.
History
Hazywhisp's mother, Sleetfoot, was an overbearing and overprotective kind of mother, which may have contributed to Hazy's shyness since she often relied on her mother for comfort and love during her younger moons. Hazywhisp as a kit, wasn't asocial but she didn't expand her circle unless she tagged along with a family member. Her father was often busy, so she and her brothers didn't see him too often but loved him all the same.
Becoming an apprentice almost caused Hazywhisp to have a anxiety attack the day of the ceremony, since she feared she'd be separated from the comfort of her parents for the rest of her life(as one who overthinks does). But was comforted with the fact her mother remained overbearing until the end of her apprenticeship, which is something Hazywhisp will be forever thankful for.
The same with her warrior ceremony, again freaking out because she feared she couldn't live up to the expectations of her fellow BoarClan clanmates. Being shy and being in a clan filled with rather confident cats isn't the most comforting situation. She constantly worries about her reputation and what others think of her, if she thinks about for too long, she will surely start to panic. Hazywhisp just wants to be seen as a useful warrior to the clan, but never feels like what she does is enough. How can she compare to the feats and achievements of her brothers? How could she make up for her avoidance of spars? She truly feels she just doesn't belong here, but never voices this in fear of disapproval from the ones she holds dear. Their disapproval or disappointment would surely just break her, and she wouldn't be able to pick herself up since she's always been so reliant. Oh, what is Hazywhisp to do?
Becoming an apprentice almost caused Hazywhisp to have a anxiety attack the day of the ceremony, since she feared she'd be separated from the comfort of her parents for the rest of her life(as one who overthinks does). But was comforted with the fact her mother remained overbearing until the end of her apprenticeship, which is something Hazywhisp will be forever thankful for.
The same with her warrior ceremony, again freaking out because she feared she couldn't live up to the expectations of her fellow BoarClan clanmates. Being shy and being in a clan filled with rather confident cats isn't the most comforting situation. She constantly worries about her reputation and what others think of her, if she thinks about for too long, she will surely start to panic. Hazywhisp just wants to be seen as a useful warrior to the clan, but never feels like what she does is enough. How can she compare to the feats and achievements of her brothers? How could she make up for her avoidance of spars? She truly feels she just doesn't belong here, but never voices this in fear of disapproval from the ones she holds dear. Their disapproval or disappointment would surely just break her, and she wouldn't be able to pick herself up since she's always been so reliant. Oh, what is Hazywhisp to do?
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